Is there something about me that scares you? Haha. I seriously dont know what it is, that makes you so shy/scared to talk to me. I probably do know why its so awkward between us. When you act awkward i act awkward and i feel like the dumbass. Would you just please get over it already what ever it is -_-

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9:55 PM

ARGHH i hate exams!!

They make me put on weight. Cause i always eat when im studying. :( I have an even bigger tummy than before..ive also made some fatty friends..two of them actually. Their names are Fat Sally and Sue. They live under my arms, one on my left and the other on my right.

Okay yes im taking a break, after realising that nothing is getting stuck in my head after rewriting it 20 times over. Yes that is how i study, rewriting every single thing about 5 to 10 times over. DARN. Why couldnt i be like those people who read things once over and its like embedded in their minds for all enternity.

So what has keep me sane all these nights.

Yes ive been watching them till bout 1 in the morning every night. Excellent way to end a very unproductive day. I love Hyde haha hes so funky. But hes 31 you know!! Gosh. Too old. But i still like. And he has Myspace too! dont really know if thats the real him, But hes 31 and i think he has a girlfriend :(

hrm sometimes i wish i was wild and crazy like some people. Kinda gets me down that im a pretty boring person most of the time, especially when you meet me for the first time, i dont make a very good first impression. Hrm someone told me to be spontaneous the other day, kinda feeling down that i wish i was more fun. Yes especially since that person also said we were 'boring', i didnt react to the situation cause i was so blur, i did not know wat was going on. Yes i wish i was a little more hyper and open. Ah booger, i dont know who i am.

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10:47 AM

You dont just assume things. Especially since i hardly talk to you at all. Dont you assume things about me. Dont you go talk to other people about me. You think the world revolves around you. You think everyone is going to side you everytime you say something bad about someone. Well you havent excatly said anything bad bout me. But the fact that you people actually assume the stupidest things kinda hurt me. You dont know me anymore.

I feel bitter.

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9:02 AM

Grr was just watchin SHE the ultimate weapon, up till episode 11 and then it got stuck. Great. So i gotta go back and get it changed. Yes it has been ages since i updated, been so busy. Flute has taken up my life, im quite qorried cause my flute teacher had to suddenly return back to New Zealand. So now im basically on my own. The recital is about a week and a haf away. Pray for me that everything goes well. On top of that i had my DT project..excellent. At the moment it hasnt hit me yet, cause i think im okay and will get it done.

Blehhh i thought i was going out for lunch, but i guess that was a false alarm from my brother. grr.. GAH im starving i didnt have breakfast, went to sunday school. HEE the kiddly winks are adorable. Then after that i went shopping, mom got annoyed with me cause i kept picking out black clothes and she told me it was depressing. The reason why i dont buy coloured clothes sometimes is of personal reasons. I want red shoes.

Hrm lately ive been getting quite annoyed at people, well mainly my mom..and dad..i know i shouldnt be. Im sorry. But like its annoying! Especially when you keep asking me the same things over and over again. Like we have nothing else to talk about. You keep asking me about universities and what offers when i dont know how many times ive told you. I think i have to learn to tolerate people more. Since my parents are getting old, esp my dad, hes been kinda weird lately.

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12:38 PM