Haha see i got it right this time, MRS, i also know how much you like pink, so i gave you a pink title! Yes Miss, this post is dedicated to you. We met in Year 9 i think, back then you were just another Chinese boy *ahem* i mean girl who came to JIS, then after getting to know you, you were the loudest person on earth -_- .

Funny i actually miss your loudness :P. Im not saying it for the sake of it, i mean it sincerely. I miss the, 'AH TENNNGG AHH' and the 'wu MANNN' Tell me when you're back in Brunei, so we can discuss some plans >=) muahhaha. Eh i still want to eat chendol in KB. Thanks for being there and my friend :), we havent had a chat in ages so i dont know what youre up to. And yes if you have no where to stay in bandar, my house is always open for you ahah! Miss you woman. Take care xoxo

Labels: birthday

6:25 PM

feeling left out is never a great feeling.. even after..your friends ask you to go out with them..when theyve realised youre hurt..but youre reluctant to..it isnt sincere..10:26 PM

okay for some odd reason i cant view my blog, so i cant view tags or reply them. So dont think im ignoring you :P haha But yes still tag!! ahha

So it has almost been 3 weeks, im actually enjoying myself here. First week was quite sad, I thought i wouldnt make any friends but yes i think i was rushing to conclusions but now everything is good :D hee hee. I love my classes except Studio and Construction design. Just bores me. I love Environmental Design and Contemporary Debates tho, people think im a geek cause im so into the issues of global warming haha.
Been pretty busy with classes, not much homework yet, but its coming i can feel it :P haha I was meant to go over to Keele to visit Renee but i dont think i have time. Next week my auntie is coming to visit me :) so im quite excited. Then on the 3rd of Nov im going up to Manchester so hopefully ill meet up with Val and co. Im going up cause its goin to be my birthday on the 7th and its Bon fire weekend ooOO exciting! Yes dont forget my birthday ah :( ill be expecting birthday cards in the snail mail. Snail mail to

Flat 5, Larches,
Broadgate park, Turnpike Lane
Beeston, Nottingham
NG92UW

I want mail!

Then the weekend after that im going to Paris again for an architecture trip. Hopefully this time ill be able to see Le Defense. Then on the 24th i might be going down to London to visit some old friends and new friends :)

Went to Faces two nights ago for an Asians party. I never knew so many asians were studying at Notts! Was so shocked cause i never see any of them! :| only the ones doing Architecture. But yes was so fun, met more people ;) I would post pictures but my friend hasnt sent it to me yet. Yes i felt rather dead the next day, more like a zombie.

Last weekend i went to Goose Fair, its like a fun fair. I won 3 soft toys. Well technically i didn't la. HAHA i just got it for free. Cause i didn't win, i think i looked so pathetic, they felt sorry for me :P so yea i have a cute bunny, a fat belly tiger and an ugly cow. I went on this ride called Disco, we're all strapped in standing up in a circle, then we spin around really really fast. After a while the whole thing starts spinning 360 degrees, oh me gosh was so fun, but i got slightly freaked out cause i felt i was going to fall out, i could feel my shoulder slipping out of the harness. I never did trust fun fair rides.

Ive also joined the Yoga society, haha its quite fun, like stretching and stuff i feel much more relaxed after. Except when they make us do the hardcore things. We had to do back bends which wasnt much of a problem but then we had to do it from standing up and thats rather impossible for me :P

Ive also joined the Bruneian Society, recognized some people. Who i can go to church with. Oh yes, I FOUND A CHURCH :D hee hee Cornerstone church. Which is like 45 minute walk from my place but its okay :) i dont mind EXERCISE. Met more people on Sunday, met a girl called lydia from Miri :D:D oh oh And ying and many other ppl from malaysia! Im so excited about tomorrow cause going to SolidRock which is like OCF. So exciting~ Gonna meet more people :D

Apart from all that, i really cant wait to come back to Brunei. I'm already planning things to do with my friends. Going to KK for family reunion, Christmas, Moms birthday, uncles wedding, New Years and our last proper gathering before everyone leaves for good :(. Yes and soon after that ill be leaving on the 5th of Jan. Not much free time to do anything else. I think my heart will always be set in Brunei. Thats my home. I never thought i would be missing it, before i was so happy i was leaving now I'm not too sure. Hopefully ill come back and work there. Or work in Singapore. I wouldn't mind working in Singapore for a while actually, and Brunei is so near so i can always pop back into Brunei whenever im missing it :D hee hee. I might consider doing an exchange program to Singapore next year for a semester. We'll see what my parents say about it ;)


Okay so this is just a summary of whats been happening, i know its a bit of a 'today i did...blah blha blha' type of post.. ta ta~

Labels: life, uni

2:03 AM

Rae i will always love you. Im missing you so much. Im so sorry for everything ive done. I was so selfish. The night before you told me that you loved me and i didnt say anything i just ignored you im so sorry Rae, i feel so terrible. You were always there for me but i was so caught up in my own life that i never bothered being there for you. Im so sorry. You're in a much better place now, i know you're happy because its such a wonderful place, I hope you forgive me.12:09 AM